February 2012
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Sometimes emotion cloudified everything, take a deep breath, do something fun,...
January 2012
1 post
I can do things she can’t while she can do things, only she can’t do...
– Gynaecia Lamsu,S.Ked ; 22 years old, medical student.
September 2011
2 posts
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The Moment When We're Alone
The moment when I lose my power to keep the logic in its place
The moment when I feel so vulnerable yet stronger
The moment when I think it is okay to fall
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Do You Think God is An Interventionist?
I do.
Saya berani mengatakan ini bukan tanpa alasan.
Tuhan-ku, Tuhan-mu, Tuhan kita, Tuhan yang itu, Tuhan yang dengan berbagai bahasa kita sebut, Tuhan yang Maha Tahu itu, memang senang mengintervensi umatnya. Mengintervensi apa-apa yang diciptakannya.
Manusia mengintervensi urusan manusia lainnya, tentu tidak etis. Tentu salah. Mengintervensi urusan orang lain itu, salah, mutlak. Bagaimana kalau...
August 2011
8 posts
a coma
why bother waiting for something you know will never be coming? why consciously believing someone who happened to be one of your reason to stop trusting people easily? why do you keep letting yourself open the same history when you already moved on?
i believe these all aroused from one reason, a someone, a person.
so then why?
1. that person matters so much. the history you shared with,...
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turn your back once again
i moved on, but that doesn’t mean i won’t be there when you’re trying to find me
turbulence
at this very moment, i’ve no one but me. will you notice when i’m gone?
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Most of the times, I got the right answers ; when the right time has passed
July 2011
5 posts
You-OFF.
I found it is easier to put someone aside than hating him/her. Less energy needed.
Well sir/mam, I hereby declare that you’re no longer my business. You’ll be elsewhere, and I’ll stop paying attention to you, even if its hard as hell.
Sincerely, ex hater.
A mind all logic is like a knife all blade. It makes the hand bleed that uses...
– Rabindranath Tagore. (via secondlifesyndrome)
As long as the everything’s fine. Going with logic is an absolute heartache-defense law :)
Let's Do the Swing, Mood !
Right now I’m happy, and the next 2 hours I’ve no interest in anything and the next 3 hours I’m excited in everything. Shoot.
They say that’s a “mood swing”, where you got this trembling mood that changes periodically, irregularly, no specific cures, no exact cause. Well I’m a person who believe that everything happens for a reason, that’s one that...
Funny Faith
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in...
Benjamin
A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure,...
April 2011
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i want you, Coachella !
March 2011
7 posts
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Distraction
A diversion of attention. I’m an easily distracted person, and i usually classify a distraction as something annoying. Well, this is the time when i’m totally grateful being distracted. Sweet sweet distraction.
*just a random midnite self-monologue, distracted from a duty*
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a "no" for analgesic.
sometimes the best way to heal a pain, is to feel the pain more. no need of analgesics. feel the pain more, then the feeling of pain will be gone without any notice. just saying.
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Barenaked Ladies - The Big Bang Theory
Our whole universe was in a hot dense state, Then nearly fourteen billion years ago expansion started. Wait… The Earth began to cool, The autotrophs began to drool, Neanderthals developed tools, We built a wall (we built the pyramids), Math, science, history, unraveling the mysteries, That all started with the big bang! “Since the dawn of man” is really not that long, As...
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February 2011
24 posts
knock knock 2 - translucency
Knock Knock!
Who’s there?
Icy.
Icy who?
I see your underwear.
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Knock Knock 1
Q : Knock Knock!
A: Who’s there?
Q: Ken.
A: Ken who?
Q: Ken I come in, it’s freezing out here?
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i am the whole world
every conversations i have with the close people always lead me to a conclusion: i should live for myself. i should rely myself on me. having someone to share is fine, its one of the need indeed. rely yourself to someone else, whoever she/he is, is a no. everyone leaves. whatever the reason is. in the end you can only see you. it is you, that you should put your faith in.
not to mention that...
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A bad day’ll make you really notice ones that’s good, and...
FIREEEEE !
what you see in the photo is a rule of a game called RING OF FIRE. it’s basically a drinking game, the aim of this game is to get the participants drunk in the end of the game. it is a mutual game we did in our exchange program last August 2010. we did it almost every night! there were no day off except when some of the people had very very morning schedule in the next day, we usually...
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New Hottie
i rarely say a guy is hot or a hottie. i’m lack of definition by putting a “hot” term into a subject, especially a guy. those with bumpy and beefy body, A NO. that scares a hell out of me. not to mention that those guys are scary, it’s just me. gym guy is not my thing. well, i’m more like…. funny and smart guy, would be my preferred definition of HOT. a guy,...
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Sublime
all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.
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No language, just sound, that’s all we need know
To synchronize love to...
– Ian Curtis
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January 2011
10 posts
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